No one trusts a skinny food critic
Over the last few months, I went from the worst shape of my life to the best while continuing to eat like a food critic. Don't punch me in the face; instead, read how I did it in this series:![]()
No one trusts a skinny food critic.
That sentiment was a pretty awesome excuse to gorge myself on pastries and pork fat morning, noon and night, and when I set out to un-fat my ass -- high-calorie job requirements be damned -- it was a major mental stumbling block that I had to overcome before I could really start to achieve results.
Could a food critic who looked like she ordered carrots and hummus as a meal really be trusted? Although I do my reviewing anonymously, my colleagues know what I look like. Would they worry that I couldn't do the job, no matter how much I assured them that I was eating out -- and eating a lot -- several times a week?
And then, my relationship with food goes a lot deeper than my job. I talk and think about food almost constantly. I've built friendships around eating, and I've garnered a reputation in my social circle for being the girl who's up for any culinary adventure at any time, whether that's driving 100 miles for a cinnamon roll or insisting a group make a green-chile run at 4 a.m. Moreover, I judged people who weren't as adventurous about food, and had a quiet disdain for people who made a lot of modifications to dishes. Food aversions made me scoff, and who said that a dessert was "too rich" got written off immediately with a flippant comment: "There's no such thing as too rich."
In many, many ways, my eating habits define who I am, from my profession to my personal life. Worse, my opinions on exercise didn't exactly counterbalance my propensity toward binging -- long story short, I took great pride in being unathletic, and I loved to make fun of active types.
Here comes the part of losing weight that a lot of people would rather not talk about, me included, since I'm generally not into sharing feelings in a sort of kumbaya circle in which everyone has to hug. Unfortunately, though, shedding pounds -- especially if you're looking to shed a lot of pounds -- isn't just about a diet and exercise plan. You need a mental game plan, too.
"Losing weight would be way easier if I locked you in my house for a couple of months and didn't let you interact with anyone," Jamie Atlas, personal trainer at Bonza Bodies, told me when I first showed up at his studio. "But that's not the reality, and so you've got to get in the game mentally."




























